Mike Jackson Funeral August 29th,2009

Michael Jackson will be buried Saturday, August 29, on what would have been the singer's 51st birthday, according to a statement from publicist Ken Sunshine. Katherine Jackson has proposed she or one of her children be added as an executor to Michael's will. The private ceremony will take place at Holly Terrace in The Great Mausoleum at Glendale Forest Lawn Memorial Park in Glendale, California, and "will be limited to family and close friends," the statement said. Jackson died June 25 of cardiac arrest. The famed entertainer was 50. Other Jackson plans have moved sluggishly. Monday, a judge delayed his approval of the exhibition agreement between concert promoter AEG Live and the Jackson estate until Friday, when he will hear testimony about why Michael Jackson's mother, Katherine Jackson, thinks it should be renegotiated. The three-city exhibition of Jackson memorabilia could be derailed, as relations between Jackson's mother, the men Jackson named as executors of his will and the promoter of his planned comeback concerts have been challenging. Questions surrounding Michael Jackson's death and AEG Live's role in his last days are an "obvious source of tension" as Katherine Jackson objects to the agreement, Jackson attorney Burt Levitch said. Michael Jackson's family has "floated" the possibility of filing a wrongful-death lawsuit against AEG Live because of its "very, very active role in Michael's life during the last six months," Levitch said Monday. Levitch said AEG Live "apparently paid for the services of Dr. Conrad Murray, who we're told is under criminal investigation in connection with the decedent's death." Warrants used to search Murray's home and clinics indicated police were investigating his role in Jackson's June 25 death. A source with knowledge of the investigation told CNN that Murray gave the anesthetic propofol to Jackson in the 24 hours before he died. "There's an obvious link between AEG and concerns that we have about the decedent's demise," Levitch said. "So, that's one obvious source of tension right now."
Los Angeles County Superior Court Judge Mitchell Beckloff set a November trial date to hear Katherine Jackson's potential challenge of John Branca and John McClain, who were named as executors in Michael Jackson's 2002 will. Katherine Jackson has proposed that she or one of her children be added as an executor. "We think it's important for the family to have a seat at the table," Levitch said. "It's not just a matter of making a quick buck here." A Jackson family member would be in the best position to guide Michael Jackson's legacy, he said. Beckloff delayed a decision until Friday on Katherine Jackson's objection to the agreement made by Branca and McClain, who are serving for now as special administrators of the estate, to allow AEG Live to produce a Michael Jackson exhibition. Jackson lawyers argued in Monday's hearing that the 50-50 split of profits for the exhibition was too generous to AEG Live, but estate lawyers said they negotiated the best terms possible. AEG Live lawyer Kathy Jorrie said any further delay in approval would cause the company to abandon the deal and the company would not renegotiate. AEG Live would hold the exhibition just as a documentary about Jackson's last months hits theaters at the end of October. "It's important to the world that we present them with the memorabilia at the time the movie is released," Jorrie said. The judge has approved a merchandising agreement and the movie deal, both of which were adjustments to the contract Jackson signed with AEG Live earlier this year for a string of 50 comeback concerts that were to start last month in London, England. Estate lawyer Howard Weitzman said canceling the exhibition deal could cost the Jackson estate $5 million

Atlantic Storm Hurricane Bill

Hurricane Bill headed west-northwest over the open Atlantic on Tuesday on a path toward Bermuda that would likely keep it clear of the US East Coast but could spell trouble for Canada's Maritime Provinces. Bill's top winds grew to 105 miles per hour and the Category 2 storm..

Making Your Heart of Worship

I am thinking about how importnt god allways is in my life and how wonderfull it is to know that God is allways there for me. Its great to know that you have God to learn on when you succed or fail at things in life but just knowing he is supporting your walk on earth really helps alot. I allway think he needs more of me than probabily what I give to him as I feel that that is something that one has to be diligent to him. I find it interesting how other people relate to God on a daily basis  much differently than I do and see his good
deeds done sometimes through these very same people that I know. The old addage that God works good in mystery ways I feel really holds true cause you don't allways see what he is doing until sometimes later after the event has happened and then you go say to yourself gee why did I not think of that myself.. The heart of worship to God is loyalty,praise,prayer such as with out these components your probabily going to be ignored and passed over for things in your life that you need and want. Praise and loyalty are the way to  be accepted by God and prayer is the messager to which God listens to your needs and yes your wants too. I frequently see throughout my life time many people who think that you can get God to listen to you if you just make promises and never follow  through on them. This is how ones life fails with God which in turn sours your relationship with god and he will not trust in you if you do this to him. I just wanted say that worship is much more than going to church and singing and clapping as I have seen in other Christian based churches that I have been to over the last few decades. it really is missed that worship is about how you are and how God feels about you and what are you giving to support the causes that he supports. Life with God is about giving and caring about others not about how much more you can be self centered and all about me type attitude. Everyone goes through some self doubt and shame about how they failed to do bettter at alot of things but God only judges you on your attention to him and not your possesionsin life. if you only concentrate on your own interest then your not seeing all the good that God has brought to you. I think this is important for people in general to remember since most people have a attention span of a a few seconds. Gods wants and demands your full attention span so he can make your life better and the cooperation from you in order for you to grow with him and yes that is the real heart of worship in th modern age. This really represents what kind of relationship with him that you have or don't have and it is important to allway to become closer to God as you you grow older and hopefully wiser too. Lifes get better if you have God on your side and allso have a understanding of what he wants and needs you to do for him on earth as this is how ones life is turned from a bad life to something great and wonderfull..

Farrah Fawcett Being Ripped Off Again By Former Lover!!!!!

In clear violation of the "cease and desist order" by Farrah Fawcett's estate. In light of all the customer complaints and accusations of fraud to the FBI and the Postal Inspectors. With customers still complaining that they have yet to receive the items they bought prior to Farrah's death. Despite all of this Greg Lott has decided in his wisdom, to put publish the FarrahFawcett.us website. Yes he's selling Farrah's pictures and memorabilia. At least he took down "proceeds go to charity" line from the website. Now just assuming here, the car washing gig, didn't make enough money to produce all the items that were backlogged to awaiting customers. My theory Greg is taking orders on new items to make money to produce the items to sell to the awaiting customers. Now this is very similar to what Bernie Maddoff did to his many clients, it's called a ponzi scheme. Named after the famous con man Charles Ponzi http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ponzi_scheme. Now I have reported before, that Greg Lott, attempted to see Farrah to sign over her rights in the website to Greg aka (Relentless Corp) for 10.00. I see the website is owned Relentless Corp. Now I know that Greg did not get FF permission to put this site up and no contracts were signed when Greg Lott was here as he was unable to see Farrah. So how did he get the permission to publish this site and in essance take money again from Farrah's Estate.???? Answer=He's stealing from Farrah Fawcett and she is dead and cannot respond to him doing this to her which is very sad. If Farrah knew about this happening now and she be living today she would rip this guy a new butt for the things he's doing wrong.
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Struggling with Mail Programs

I just have to sit here and vent my total frustration with e-mail programs today. I have am trying to get a mail program to work on my system here and it is the most agravating thing to do since it is supposed to be so easy to just connect it to any remote mail server and download your mail. the documentation says it is easy but that is just a real lie cause every time I try to get this program to connect to the remote server I get another strange kind of error. I have tried alot of different mail programs but this Thunderbird Mail is supposed to be the easiest to use and I do like it but try to get it to work with any other account besides Gmail and it does not work.. Yahoo and the rest of the mail accounts I have and don't seem to work with it but yet it does support multi account and multi identities all in the same program.. I got another error when trying to connect it to Yahoo early this morning which says unable to send user login information and pop user is not allowed access. Hmmmm.. I got to say in 30 years of computer usage I thought I pretty much encountered most every error that computers and the internet could throw at me but this one has me stumped. I am trying to use thunderbird mail program and would like help if someone online has any ideas or suggestions just leave it in the comment section or e-mail me if you know the solution to this problem. Oh.. yes and one other thing it is doing is to ask for the password to my yahoo account then I type the correct password and then it gives me a wierd error response message telling me pop user not allowed. I have have played around with the server settings but that does not seem to fix the problem which usually is the right solution and fixes the server assignment issue. I look down at the left side bar at the bottom of the screen and it says I am connected to yahoo mail host but fails in sending login information which totally puzzles me as to why it is doing this.. If any one can help me it sure would be appreciated and maybe you can tell me why all mail programs are really hard to get Yahoo and Hotmail to work wiith... Oh by the way Gmail works just fine!! Why does Yahoo allways be a pain in the neck just like Hotmail does the same thing to setup and use with remote mail programs like Thunderbird and Windows Mail and other programs like it?? I think they do it so only advanced computer users can figure out how to use it and get the benefits out of the program..

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Please Support Farrah's Law And Farrah Fawcett's Legacy

The proponent of Rihanna’s Law, is now also backing Farrah’s Law which will make it much easier to prosecute individuals who leak and buy stolen private medical information. Leaking private crime victim photos, such as in Rihanna’s case, is bad enough, but what happened to Farrah Fawcett is an absolute outrage and something must be done immediately. Farrah’s private medical information was outright SOLD to the tabloids by a UCLA Medical Center employee.

Farrah Fawcett said in a recent interview, “I’m holding onto the hope that there is some reason that I got cancer that may not be very clear to me now, that I will do.” Farrah expressed her indignation over UCLA Medical Center employees leaking her private medical information to the tabloid press, namely The National Enquirer. Perhaps the enactment of Farrah’s Law, legislation making it illegal for medical staff, or others who may have access, to leak private medical information to the media, whether they are paid for that information or not, will be something good to come out of the anguish Farrah has had to endure. “As in Rihanna’s Law, the issue is the distribution of illegally obtained PRIVATE information, to the press, not the exchange of money. Even if law enforcement is unable to prove money changed hands, that should make it no less of a crime. The detrimental effects of these leaks are the same whether the information is sold or given away for free. The monetary aspect of it would be an additional criminal charge. Farrah’s Law, inspired by Farrah’s horrific ordeal of betrayal by her own medical care providers, is currently in the works. To support her cause Farrahslaw.com is an online petition people can sign to show their support. It shines a bright light on the dire need for reform in this area of privacy protection not only for celebrities and public figures, but for all individuals. Medical records are something no unauthorized person should have access to, especially not the press.

I’m holding onto the hope that there is some reason that I got cancer that may not be very clear to me now, that I will do. Seems there are areas that should be off limits Ironically the employee guilty of selling the stolen medical information, has since died of cancer. It was found the hospital staff member’s husband was paid $4600.00 for information Farrah’s cancer had returned. “Seems there are areas that should be off limits,” stated Farrah in CNN interview. Worrying about the press getting a hold of her medical records and publishing her condition to the world before she can share it with her family is something a person fighting cancer should not have to even worry about. Recovery should be her only concern at this moment but instead she has had to spend the past months battling anxiety and frustration over stories printed by tabloids who should have never been able to obtain the information let alone print the stolen private information.

To show support for Farrah’s Law and help make what she endured into a positive legacy, go to http://www.FarrahsLaw.com (FarrahsLaw) and sign the online petition.

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Market News

I just am going to update the market events for this day by saying that stocks are on a rolling coaster ride down hill  and the current smarket is at minus 10.13.. This is to be expected to continue as more bad economic data comes out from the Fed and US Treasury showing a really bad economy. While more from other income sectors showing a real loss in consumer spending and credit card and bank companies charging higher interest rates on consumer and home loans this month this causing more pain for everyone. To add insult to everything more banks are on the Fed bank failure list and are slated to fail and close by the end of the year resulting in a loss of of consumer confidence in our financial system. Lawmakers are also talking about a second stimulis package to boost the sagging economy and promote growth in all current weakened sectors of goods and services. If this package does become reality then you will see Wall Street grow more conservitive and a worse stock and bond market down turn will happen in the not to distant future. The last stimulis package signed into law caused the current bad economics and increased the national debt to about 56 trillion dollars which we ae all going to eventually have to pay back. My thought is that this is terrible policy and we should repeal this package and other like it and stop spending money that we and our kids and grand kids are all going to be saddled with paying back over a long time. We should also go back to a standard of gold and silver as currency as a primary monatary funding for the whole country or at least back up all of the paper money with precious metals. This would give us a backing in hard times when we really need it and promote real growth and a better growth rate to all sectors of our economy that are hurting right now. I think that by using gold and silver coins are real net worth would increase over time and maybe we could begin to erase the burden of the debt that we as a nation and do the right thing by dealing with being 56 trillion we now owe for our wastefull spending habits. This would then start a new economic expansion that would effect every person living in America and increase the level of income for everyone not just the rich but also the poor too who need it the most. This would be put our nation in a recovery that we really need and help better everyone in business and Wall street grow bigger, faster and eventually make us a nation of being debt free which we need very much to become sooner.

Stock Market Positive Gain And Debt

It is said that hwen the down is down surely it will have a rebound and that is just what it did this week. In heavy trading it closed out the week with a gain of 17.15 with alot of swing on news from the housing and banking sectors reporting better than expected earning for this quarter. In other news Fed Boss Ben Bernake said that the overhaul of the fed interest rate combined with better than expected earnings for corporate America this year have fueled another possible bullish economy. I think if you look at the real figures we are still gripped with a bad recession and a slow down of manufacturing which shows a different kindof economic sluggishness currently. Overall though the market and certian sectors of our economy are doing better than what the Fed and US Treasury thought would happen and that is great but main street America is really being hurt by the Federal growing debt and the banks going out of business. One look at the bank failure list tells the true story about the overall economic health of America which is that our economy is really hurting and so is everyone at the lower income level. This in turn is reflected on Wall Street and the market go down and it then is reflected in a loss in paying jobs and earnings for all companies in America. I think we all could benifit if we learned to save money and invest it in stocks and saving accounts in stead of how most people are doing things these days. That old addage is true (a penny saved is a penny earned )and learning to cut up the credit cards sure helps to bring ones debt load to zero and own everything is better way of doing things.I think we all need to start being a nation of zero debt and own everything again just like we were before credit was invented.. This would help reverse the trend away from total bankruptcy that we are unfortunately heading as a nation and bring our economy back to good health again. Consumer spending is down becuase we are not realizing our goals of growth due to our willingness to charge everything on credit instead of paying cash for everything and this is a huge problem for all of America. My hope is that soon we will not be a debt burdened nation and our wealth as a nation will be in gold and products and services that we can all be proud to call made in America.

Stock Market Change Coming

Hello Everyone,  I want to let everybody know that the tech aand energy sector stock are going to be a good buy in the next few weeks. The market is very busy going down after alot of bad economic data coming from the housing and job markets. Some sort of reversal from the current market gloom is coming in the next couple of weeks and it will be very profitable if as a investor gets in on it. Banks are hurting right now and the rest of the financial sytem is going bad but there is some bright spots especially in oil and commerce today. So look ahead to a better market in the coming months as corporate America restructuring and new mergers become a way for the big companies to stay in business. We are all cost cutting on personal income budgets and corporate America is forced to do the same to become more effeciant or face going out of business. Personal income is down and our national debt is going to shoot the moon soon if we fail to control our spending. This is the keys to understanding where we are going as a nation and how much we as Americas can afford to spend on the present and future. The next generations are the ones who are going to really hurt by are wastefull spending habits and that is going to also cause another stock market crash in the future worse than the crash in 1929 and more recently this past year. We all have seen the how the stock markets and corporate America react when things get bad which is to cut cost.  That is going to continue to do this unless we stop wasteing our valuable resources and reinvest in our growth and save money instead of spending it like we are at a non stop party function. I just thinking about these things today and wanted to share them with the readers of this blog. There is some good companies to invest in but pick the right ones and watch your money grow is how you get ahead with this market volitility..

Learning How To Investment

Think of all the people on Wall Street whoo have made alot of money on stcok investing is mind boggling. I am now trying to learn how to to the same thing that millions of wealthy have been doing for decades and that is making lots of money. It is allways interesting to me how people made themselves financialy rich doing not much actual labor to get there. I can see I missed the boat earlier in my life because my parent's told me to work hard labor jobs and one day you will be a success and I bought into it unfortunately. The truth is I did do those hard labor jobs and now that I am older I can see that is no way to ever get and retain wealth. I am greatfull to a few friends who showed me that stock investing is easy and it can make you very rich if you do the trading in the market correctly. I wish I had known all this in my 20 something age and started doing it then instead of doing it in my 40's now. Well, I guess your never to late to learn something new and try new ideas and hope that those things bring you wealth and happyiness. One thing that is about this investment thing is that there is too much to learn and it is too easy to burn out on information overload. Learning what you need to know is only the beginning of doing trading on the stock market as there is so much charts and different things to understand before you can trade sucessfully and not lose all your money. I am happy to say that the seminars I have gone to over the last few years have helped me alot in understanding what you have to do to make a great deal of money on each trade you buy and sell. I know now that without the seminars I have gone to i probabily would not have learned as much as I do know now about investing wisely in ones own future. So here I am newer to this way of making money and creating wealth and I can say it is challenging. You get to think this is so frustrating at times too because of the amout of daily information you need to learn and picking the right stock or funds to do our investment in a volitile market. I say this is not the type of money making that most people are told by family and parents to do but it is something if you can learn  and it will bring you great joy and satifaction when you trade on the open market stock and all types of funds that are available to the small investor.

Most Banks are Seeking New Ways To Profit

Some banks are aggressively seeking deposits, and that often translates into higher yields for savers.
For instance, Discover Bank of New Castle, Del., best known for its Discover Card, has a 3.75% yield on a $2,500-minimum, 10-year IRA Certificate of Deposit. It began allowing CDs as an IRA investment, a rarity for an online bank, last November.
The bank, which has $51 billion in managed assets, also announced an online savings account paying 2% with a $500-minimum deposit, on July 7. That's the same day it priced more than 54 million shares of a common stock offering.

Farrah Fawcett Love Letters

This is a love letter that Farrah wrote which shows that she loved and cared about all the people in her life . This letter also shows the Christian faith filled women that not many people knew about until she did the cancer documentry that told her story of the awefullness of cancer. She allways wrote her true heart and was very open about it all her life except to the media. Even as her life came to a end she still loved God and everyone around her so this is a good woman that got a really bad illness and suffered greatly from it for a very long time.. Sad to say that she is not alive today to continue her vision and educate the world as she did with her film features about her life struggle with a terrible illness and she showed everyone on earth her real kindness and grace and love to the world. Farrah's life was about real life and not so much about the film and modeling career that she did as a job even though she was passionate about her career too.
I Miss you Farrah and you are very special women who is not to be forgotten...

Modern Blog Updates

I just did some cool updates to my blog here and I hope that it looks better than before when I just had text on it. I added some good gagets to this page and hope it makes it easy to read and have fun with. Hope every body has a really great day and will be here writing some new stuff as soon as i can get to it..
Take Care,
Rick N.

Government Agentcies Mistake

I thought I would just update the situation with the Veteran's Administration problem today. I called them a number of times at the insurance division office and my last phone call on July 9th I got a apology from the agent in charge who said they mailed out a letter to my mothers address in my name demanding repayment of the insurance check that they sent me. In her words after looking over my fathers Veterans Administration file she found that the Veterans Adminstration had made a mistake in sending me the letter and someone in the insurance claims office in Philidelphia PA. had screwed up the file and input the wrong information in the computer system which in caused me to recieve the letter. So I got a opps were sorry for the error and we just fixed it now in response to your complaint and sorry we caused you so much trouble. I requested the check copies from the two checks that both my mother and I recieved last June so as to have proof of the mistake that the Veterans Administration has made if I ever have to call them again. I just recieved in the mail those check copies and a short letter from the insurance claims manager Yolanda Petty who sent this letter to me with the documents in the envelope. I was told the last time I called this Agentcy that the matter is resolved and no need to repay the money to us as we had allready checked out your insurance claim before we ever mailed you the check. So I am told I don't ever have to contact this Veterans Administration again about this matter or for anything else related to my Dad's file and it is permanently closed since 2008. I sure hope I am getting the right story from these people and not more lies as I have to assume the lieing part from past experiance with most government agentcies. I hope this is finally resolved and I don't need to contact them or anyone else pertaining to this problem with my Father's V.A. File and insurance policy...

Farrah Fawcett Betrayed By Friends

In my personal letter that is posted on this site and heard around the world, I showed video of O'Neal romping on the beach with a brunette as well as some other unidentified women. O’Neal during this time was allegedly, asking a 20 year old for sex acts in exchange for a car. To my knowledge that case is still pending, now O'Neal is not married and could not marry Farrah as she could not or did not accept his proposal. However, that is beside the point, O'Neal, is constantly on TV, and in news broadcasts crying and stating Farrah is the love of his life. My issue has always been, if Farrah is the love of his life, life partner, soul mate, or what other new word definition you can come up with to describe your relationship. Let me make this clear, only a low life, morally bankrupt individual, romps on the beach with other women, while the soul mate is in a bed dying of cancer. It is obscene that a person would go on TV expressing his undying love while frolicking with other women. This is a lack of respect for the woman herself, and no different than what Senator Edwards pulled. I am weary of this obscenity of a human being (Ryan O’Neal) being taken seriously or even getting his opinion printed let alone even entertained. There are many people out there, (that have written me) that believe the same thing. The big question is why is the evidence, news reports, etc being ignored for the statements of this individual.
Additionally, we brought to the attention of everyone that Alana is actually the woman she is exposed to be. We alerted everyone on the statements that were made by Alana, the camera person, her ethics etc. to her motives for cashing in on this tragedy. We exposed the fact that the diary was missing, statement made on tape within the journal, eyewitness etc all stating the same thing. All ignored.
My original question stands. Who moved the rock and let these people crawl out. Who does this? It just amazes me.
Griffin O’Neal and Greg Lott are working very hard to expose the truth. They should be listened too and applauded. This takes strength, and the man deserves our respect.

Comment; I wanted to post this today because this comes from a close friend of Farrah and so it should be known how bad she was abused and used for her wealth and fame. I have to say that I am greatfull for the author of the article published by this nice person who knew Farrah very well. It is about time that my dearest Farrah be given through God the real truth of her life and it is sad to me that all but a few people were really there for her ever in her life. I can see that now that Farrah is gone nobody is really caring about her and honoring her for all the wonderfull good she did as a loving caring Christian faith filled women. It is terrible to see her friends trash her and make money off her last days on earth while watching and waiting for her to die.. I personally think that anyone who does this to Farrah is a awefull person and lacks in moral caracter not to mention but I will that it is lacking in basic humanity to do this to Farrah. I can say for certian that when they start dieng from some fatal illness they will reach out to God and he will probabily do nothing to help them even though he could do amazing mericles and save them but I would be willing to guess that he will let the punishment stand and they will die miserable and be planted. God gives to the good and not to the wicked and as it says in Matthew in the Bible and he never changes the way he does anything and you can count on that allways. I think it is wonderfull what Farrah did in making the documentry about her life and battle against cancer and I will allway love her for her humanity and courage and much more.. Farrah Darling your were the real woman in my life and I honor and cherish you and all that you lovingly gave to the world of earth. Farrah I wish you could have read my letters and gotten to know a real good man here. One who would not have used you for your money and fame but instead allways be there for you including at your bedside on your last days of life on earth and cared for you in every way. I feel my way of treating you would have made you see the difference and you would have left all but a few of these people in your life behind permanently and you would never have looked back as you Farrah would have been very happy being with me. I know you died Farrah but you are not gone to me and I hope that you are allways remembered for the loving person you are and were on earth. I will continue to honor you in every way I can including putting flowers on your grave as often as I can do it because you are special to me and you deserve this Farrah. I also want to say that Farrah's vision and use of the documentry is for helping people with cancer and all fatal illneses have a voice for all the sick people of the world. I can say also that Farrah in no way would have wanted anyone make money off of her miserable lifes end with cancer. I think Farrah really wanted to show what life is about when you get cancer and the things you go though to keep living longer and use her own life as a model for education to the world which is wonderfull to do..
God Bless Farrah Fawcett!!!

Ryan O’Neal may not be the loving, doting partner he’s portrayed himself to be, according to several of Farrah’s friends and family members. They have come forward with surprising accusations including that Ryan became too close to her best friend Alana Stewart. “They were sharing a room together,” Ryan’s son Griffin O’Neal, who is estranged from his father, but is still close with other family member and friends, tells In Touch. But a rep for both Ryan and Alana denies any impropriety. Javier Salazar, a hired companion for Redmond for the past year, also confirms to In Touch that he thinks “Ryan and Alana’s relationship was fishy.” In fact, Griffin reveals that Farrah’s father, Jim, once visited her from Houston when she was ill and walked in on Ryan and Alana together in a spare bedroom. Griffin says. “It made Jim uncomfortable, so he packed his bags and went home.” “Ryan and Alana are a little too cozy with each other,” a former business associate of Farrah’s tells In Touch. “It is raising eyebrows. They both stayed at Farrah’s in the end.” And in May, family friend Dania Marin filed a restraining order against Ryan after he allegedly sexually harassed her for phone sex. “He freaked me out,” she says.
According to Griffin, “Ryan was using Farrah for her money and fame.” Farrah, who Griffin says was worth about $20 million, may not have left anything to Ryan in her will. “Redmond will get most of that if he can keep it together,” Griffin adds. According to Griffin, Farrah stayed with Ryan for so long “for Redmond. Just to let him know they were a family unit.” But Griffin said Ryan was never a good father to Redmond or his other three children — Griffin, Tatum, 45, and Patrick, 41. In addition to never celebrating the kids’ birthdays and never getting them Christmas presents, “He set no boundaries,” the former business associate says. “He never wanted to be a father. It was too much responsibility for him. He liked the kids around as long as it didn’t interfere with him. If he and Farrah were watching a movie, he’d try to shoo Red from the room.” “He was violent all my life to all of the kids,” Griffin claims. “He punched my teeth out when I was 16. He shot a gun at me once and missed. He’s an uncaring man.” Ryan described his actions as self-defense.

Comment; I can't help but to print this part of the story about how much pain my Darling Farrah must have gone through all the last years of her life and how she might not have known that the people in her life were using her for money and she sadly did not know this fact. I am sure that if she did talk more to her family that she would have come to getting rid of these people called friends.. I understand her wanting her kids to have a dad but in the end it cost her everything she loved and that is not right.. Slowly and surely the real facts and truth are starting to come out but is too late for Farrah to know them since dieing and having her funeral last month. I wish you were still living Farrah my dear that I could then help you with your lifes problems... I am personally sad and mad over how Farrah is treated and how she is being remembered by all these people in her life. I would have treated you Farrah with the love and everything you need and much different being a christian way and not the way your friends have done to you this year and past years of your precious life my dearest Farrah Fawcett...

Spending Time Making Changes

I thought to would sit here and write something about making changes in life and what it means to start doing something new. I am going to launch a new company soon and in fact this week if I can finnish all the needed paperwork. I really hate doing the paperwork and the costs it takes to put together a new business but i am going to do this anyway cause I am not happy with my current way of doing things. I wish that you did not have to go though submitting lots of Federal and State forms just to be self employed and make a living wage to support yourself. Sadly it is made increasing more difficult to become a new businesss and to stay in business for a long time because of expanding government regulations. This week I have decided to start doing a new business that I never have done before and hope it becomes a success over the long term. I has been a few years since I have done any kind of self employment and so i feel I am rusty at doing it but I realize if I don't do this then nothing is going to change for the better fo me. In doing this new business and other business ideas that I have I hope to be able to change my finance situation and also buy a different home that is bigger and nicer than the one I own which is too small for me. Basically I am tired of the home I have and want something better and I need the money to get this home and other things too that I don't have now so this is good motovation for doing this business ventures. I want to do radical changes in my life and so this week I am going to start doing those changes for the better and happyiness of me... I hope I will succeed with my plan and become a happier person from the plan i am going to be doing.. This is all I got to say today and hope for the best to come to me sooner...

Farrah's Friends

Alana Stewart rushes to cash in with book about her friend Farrah Fawcett
Who will be the first to cash in on the death of FARRAH FAWCETT? Less than a week after the brave icon's funeral, her close friend Alana Stewart is first out of the gate and well ahead of the pack with a book based on the Farrah's cancer journey journal that was supposed to be the basis for her cancer documentary."My Journey with Farrah: What I've Learned about Life, Love, and Friendship" has shown up on Amazon.com with a healthy discount off its hardcover list price of $23.99.As . the celebrity ex-wife's book is being rush-released to take advantage of the worldwide outpouring of love and publicity for Farrah.The title is set to be pblished on August 25th, the two-month anniversary of Farrah's death. Alana Stewart accompanied Farrah through much of her cancer battle, traveling with her to German cancer clinics and running the video camera as Farrah documented the cutting edge treatments that gave her hope and extended her life by years after doctors in the States told her there was nothing more they could do. Working with her longtime confidante and producer Craig Nevius, Farrah shaped the footage into a "cancer journal" that explored the question of why lifesaving treataments are not available in America and beyond the reach of most all but the very rich.Farrah sold the project to NBC. When her condition took a turn for the worse and she began to fade from consciousness, her longtime on-and-off lover Ryan O'Neal took control of her affairs, forced Nevius off the project and, with the help of producers from NBC Dateline commandeered the recutting of the documentary into a maudlin, morbid entertainment called "Farrah's Story" (a reference to his 1970 film, Love Story).Alana Stewart reportedly held up the project, demanding a producer's credit and a fat payoff, before the special aired. the day before Farrah's death that Alana was turning Farrah's journals into a book of her own:"Farrah's journals, we're told, are being turned into a book by Alana Stewart... The book, we're told, will be announced after Farrah's passing, 'for maximum effect.'"At the reception following Farrah's funeral on Tuesday, Ryan O'Neal confirmed that a sequel to the high-rating Farrah's Story is in the works. Cameras filmed the funeral. It's still not known whether, as feared, O'Neal also filmed Farrah's passing.

I love you Farrah darling and miss you alot and this is very sad that you are still being used by people who had only the purpose of using you for money. This is one of many reasons why I am publishing this article today because I am hurt over the way you are being treated and remembered. I wish you were still living Farrah and got to know me personally because I never would have treated you this way your friends have done to you. You would have lived your life with me and allways be treated very good and I would have looked out for you and taken care of your needs. I am hurt over you being used and abused by these people and so i have to add my feelings to this today.